Tuesday, 12 December 2017

Life the Wondrous Magician..

Have you ever stopped to consider that when you get up in the morning; as much as you might think you know what is to occur in the day that unfolds, really; there is no telling what might transpire. I love the mystery and delightful surprises that present, seemingly from "nowhere."

I was up early this morning. I "knew" I had a shift later in the day; so I wanted to maximize time in the day, toward pursuits that bring me satisfaction and joy. I appreciate the job, as far as that goes; but if I were to do only my shift and then sleep late; and leave little time for anything else, but just go back & do another shift; suffice to say my satisfaction wanes..

I recommenced a morning writing practice... I was inspired to do that again after reading about the clarity and connection it provided the author of an online blog. I knew experientially of what he spoke of - my morning writing had tapered off. I felt the pull to resume as soon as I was reading his account. So today was "day 1" of that "re-directing" of my energy & attention. There has got to be a day 1, in any pursuit large or small.

An idea that presented itself in the free-flow writing I was doing; went on to be the theme for a post, I put on the social media page, dedicated to my book & related events/activities..

My next vision was to get to the gym. I have the use of a rental car at the moment; so in the interest of time efficiency, I drove to the gym. If I have more time to play with, I would frequently either walk or ride my bike over.

When I arrived at the recreation centre nearest to my place; I discovered the parking lot to be full. I opted to go on to another centre (my pass is good at any one of 4 different locations).

I had a great workout! Sometimes the different location and equipment shakes things up and adds some variety and the challenge of new exercises that are refreshing. When I was finished I decided to treat myself to brunch at a newly discovered restaurant nearby. As I was walking toward the restaurant; there was a fellow sitting in the window seat, that began waving at me. I waved back & though he looked vaguely familiar, I couldn't quite place him.

As I got into the restaurant and saw who he was sitting with, it all came together. His companion was my former wife. They asked me to join them. At first where I sat was open; but it apparently was going to be occupied, by someone coming to join the party at the next table. I remained where I was for the "time being." One of the servers asked if I wanted to sit at the "bar." I indicated that I did not. I had planned to have a meal, & I didn't fancy being perched on a little stool. I was prepared to just have a beverage in order to visit and then go elsewhere to eat if need be.

We did a little shuffling about and everyone was comfortably seated, so I got my meal there after all. I hadn't seen Dee and her partner Rick since before I went away to Ireland (I can't remember if that was the winter trip or the Spring/Summer/Autumn one). Anyway they had been in France during some of my time traveling, so we had travel stories to trade. Mine of course, invariably lead to word of the completion and launch of my book.

Another reason I was over in that neck of the woods was that I had received yesterday in the mail (one of those "unexpected cheques" .. that I have read about in books about "abundance" etc.) ... way cooler than the random money in a coat pocket thang! (but I'm quite okay with coming into additional cash that way too!) - so I wanted to go and deposit it.

Well, as the conversation ensued, I had another unexpected cheque to cash as Dee, purchased one of my books! What a blessing! The whole thing!! We've been apart now for nine odd years.. I've never called her "my ex" or "the ex" or any of the other dehumanizing tags people use to refer to each other.
I don't know how she refers to me; but I believe it says something about each of us as individuals, the healing & growth that occurred for us, that she wanted to support my book; that we could all sit together and enjoy a meal (which was also graciously purchased for me) and be genuinely happy in each other's company & for the life trajectory, we've all taken.

Had I not decided to go to the alternative gym location, I never would have had, that meeting.

I had plenty of time to get home afterwards to prepare to go to work. I wanted to carry on with the "feel good" energy that was unfolding this day, so I walked to work. Walking and listening to music as I go, is one of my favourite simple pleasures in life.  I got to the facility I work at with time to spare. I sat in the staff room and read a few pages of inspiration and then proceeded to the shift report meeting.

When I arrived at the nursing station and grabbed the "sign-in" sheets - my name was conspicuous by it's absence. We had report and then began to try and sort it. I had been "pre-booked" a block of 3 shifts commencing last evening. Turned out the person I was replacing, was then reinserted into her schedule, which made my need to be there, redundant.  Some ensuing confusion and endeavours to unravel the bureaucratic beast ... led to me being informed by the staffing office that they had "called and left me a message" cancelling the shifts ... the only flaw in that scenario being, I didn't get the message. (I suppose one could chalk this up to the energies of Mercury in Retrograde).

I briefly felt somewhat put off and prepared to rerun some old; the injustices of the corporate juggernaut tape... but once I discovered I was "free to go..." I realized, I get another walk home in the fresh air and more music. I'm not "out anything" given my trip to the bank earlier today. Truth be told there was places I'd rather be and things I'd rather do.

For instance, writing this post at 7:45 p.m.  sitting in the comfort of my Lazy-Boy in front of the fireplace, instead of still having another 3 hrs left at "work.."

If I could have written this story... I would have written just like this!

Saturday, 9 December 2017

Love What I Do & I Do it With Love!

Yesterday marked a return to busking. Not the first time since returning from my trip, but it had been a while. There had been a spate of poor weather, combined with my focus being more directed to my book, which meant I hadn't been out for awhile. The arrival of some clear, albeit cool days, along with some bright sky and sunshine, provided decent conditions. The fact I only have until the end of December remaining on this current "busking license;" also encouraged me, to "strike while the iron was hot." The other thing was, I had been doing quite a few shifts in the care facility (which doesn't exactly represent my dream work) so I wanted to get back out there and ensure I was spending a proportionately balanced time, doing the things I love to do.

Before getting into town, I had the opportunity to work some Christmas magic with a copy of my book. I won't elaborate at this time. Just in case, the individual involved should read this. Suffice to say it was gratifying, to be in the position to be able to do something of this nature.

I got into town to one of the spots I have frequently performed at in the past, and found it open. There's not nearly the volume of people busking this time of year, so the vying for particular spots is lessened.

It was wonderful to be out making some music again. Clear, crisp, sunny day, accenting the blessing of my circumstances. Recall if you will, that though of course I can find ways to spend this busking income... it's not entirely necessary at this place in time.

The highlight of this particular set, was a gentlemen presenting from a walk-way down the side of the store; and he just came right on over, and joined me in the cover of "Country Roads" I was playing. It's so much fun when something like that spontaneously happens. When we completed the song we shook hands and introduced ourselves. I thanked him for joining in. He was thrilled to participate, he said, "I heard the you singing that song as I was approaching and I just decided to jump right in.... I never do anything like that!! (never, really - well that is, until Now!!)

"I'm so glad you did then!" Congratulations and welcome! Turns out he plays piano around town and get this .... he says, "Yes I've been in Canada for about 15 years now.."

When I asked him where he had come from ...  he replied, "West Virginia..." really I replied, you don't say! (that would be the West Virginia, of the song we were just singing!!" As in, "Almost heaven, West Virginia, Blue ridge mountains, Shenandoah river......"

Seriously, what are the odds that just when I'm singing that song, a guy from West Virginia happens along (in downtown Victoria).

Once I completed that set. I wandered over to a neighbouring department store to use their facilities and get a snack.
Out front of the store was a fellow I know from town. When he's around and the weather permits, that is "his spot" for selling the local "street news magazine" - "Megaphone." He informed me he had a copy of the latest edition for me and being year end, the calendars were available. I arranged with him to complete our transaction once I was in & out of the store.

He was particularly excited to have me get my copy of the magazine. But he never let on why. Once he hadn't me my copy it became apparent. Whose mug was on the cover, wearing a "Santa" hat but himself!! He was also one of the "featured" vendors in the December issue. Good on him! He gets around on an electric four-wheeled scooter. Many of the vendors are either supplementing "income assistance" or a disability pension. We always have some laughs when ever we cross paths. We solve a few local issues, slag a few politicians; more often than not, another one or two of the neighbourhood "rounders" joins in, and everyone goes away uplifted.

I always buy a copy of the magazine off him (well truth be told sometimes, I will also buy one from other vendors and then give the copy away somewhere). I also grabbed a copy of the 2018 calendar. It's entitled "Hope in the Shadows" A theme and journey I'm all to familiar with. The calendar features different individuals from the street community in both Downtown Vancouver & Victoria. So far this morning my income from busking $18.00, merchandise from my vendor friend, $23.00. That's just how I roll. This matter of soul-income/economics, may not always reconcile on the spreadsheet ... but it always works out in the wash.

The next stop was the public library where I was to complete the submission of my book for consideration in their "Emerging Local Authors" section. If approved my book will be on display and available for checking out for an entire year. How amazing is that? To have a book completed and beginning to enjoy some circulation, and to potentially have it be available in the library. It represent the unfolding of a multitude of miracles in my life - even to be in the position to be a candidate.

The next busking set was to be in front of one of the local liquor stores in another part of town. I got off the bus and good fortune was still flowing my way - nobody was performing there. I was both physically warmed up again, & my voice and playing were well grooved now from the previous set. This set yielded twice the take in a little under half the time. I was given $5.00 gratuities from three different people. One a gentlemen stopped and asked me if I was "Dave" ........ No I was not I replied. After establishing who Dave was (& that I still wasn't him) he says, "well, I had this out to give him from the Lord and well, now it might just as well go to you... (the 2nd  $5.00 bill)  Thank you ... good sir .. thank you Jesus!!

Another women came by and stopped and waited until I was finished the current song and then asked;
"Where do you play?"
I smiled and looked her in the eye, and said, "well, at the moment I play right here!!" "No, no she says, when you're not here, where do you play?" I replied, pretty much anywhere I choose to.." This still was not the answer she was looking for. "No the coffee house or night spots you perform at..."
"Ah, got ya, I've never actually auditioned for anything like that.." "I've been the featured solo music at a number of spiritual community gatherings.....  "What about choirs, are you in a choir?"

"I have been in a couple different choirs, but nothing currently."

"Oh but you have such a beautiful voice, what are you doing out here in the cold?"

"Thank you for your generous attention, I'll have to give it more thought I guess."

"Oh yes, please do, for now I'd like you to have this!" (the 3rd $5.00 bill)

The money is fun, for sure. It does vary. What is consistent and a significant part of my joy of busking (beside just loving to sing) is the immediacy of the people. So many interesting people and fun connections, joy and laughter. I both don't know that my "talent" is polished enough to take it off the streets and the indoor venues, I'm not sure would offer that proximity to the people passing by.

Last stop before catching a couple buses back to my neighbourhood ... "Superior Pizza" (which does indeed live up to it's name).

"One slice of heaven to go please!!"

Thursday, 7 December 2017

Don't Seek God ... Find Yourself....

How far beyond alone
Lies the warm embrace
Of a soul echoed

Though an oasis
A weary traveller
Is not to 
Take up residence there

A respite
To gird one's spirit
And then venture on

To then
Find & Serve
A Higher purpose
Humanity waits..

How many fruitless
Seeking finite treasures
To soothe
Timeless longing

How many hearts
Lie dashed
Upon the rocks
Of anguish

Having been seen
As the Source
Rather than
The vessel

Called upon
To serve
With an omnipotence
Never intended of them

A doorway
To an all consuming
Love and peace divine

The Alpha & the Omega
An all purpose salve 
For any & all 
Perceived short-coming 

A relationship 
So deeply intimate
It exists between 

It beats a heart
While attending 
Sorrows & sadness
Glorious multi-tasking

Diffuses rage
While clarifying
Was never required

The love of it
Can be shared endlessly
And though it is never absent
It cannot be kept

Renounce then
False Gods
Power plays

Open & ask
 Discover & become upheld
 Recipient & messenger
Of an everlasting Love

R. O'Neill (December 07, 2017)

Monday, 27 November 2017

More is Enough

I expect more
From Me
From You
From Humanity

There is no lack
In Me
In You 
In Humanity

I see the potential
In Me
In You
In Humanity

I believe
In Me
In You 
In Humanity

I insist on the inclusion
Of Me
Of You 
Of Humanity 

I stand for
The innate worth
Of Me
Of You 
Of Humanity

I have love 
For Me
For You 
For Humanity

I will do more
For Me
For You 
For Humanity 

I expect more....

R. O'Neill (November  29, 2017)

Friday, 24 November 2017

Psst.... I'm Going Over the Wall

When considering
New endeavours
Personal expansion
In particular
Anything that is 
Not just "the box"
But including
The box 
You've previously 

It may come
As a shock
But many
That occupied
That box
Along with you
Will not joyously
Celebrate your

You will
Inspire some
Would prefer
That no one
Leave the box
Have a great 
Deal of energy
In the status quo
If someone
Were to 
Gain their freedom
That would
A contrary 
Than that upheld
In the box

This being 
The case
The one
Seen as 
Rocking the boat
May well
Be targeted
With disdain 
Rather than

How dare he/she
The sanctity 
The cultural story?

Who do they 
Think they are?
With all their issues
How do they
To suggest

Be prepared
To ultimately
Be your 
Constant advocate
Greatest ally
And most enthusiastic 

To be sure
Support will come
From various directions
Some of which 
Will include 
Some glorious surprises
Still one 
Might be well-advised
Not to look 
Outside themselves
As this support 
Is a gift
Should not be presumed
To be sustainable
Nor is it 
The responsibility
Of others
To continually 
Provide it

The most consistent

Come from
Where it falters
That is 
A consideration
For the application
Energy, attention & focus

Strange phenomenon
This bucket comaraderie
"Better we all -
Die in the bucket"
To consider
Betrays the collective 

Be wary
The "Crab mentality"
But don't 
Just consider
Where that might
Exist outside 
Where do you
Your own
Bucket liberation
Or that 
Of someone else?

What's it 
Going to take
To build 
Ladders & bridges
To get 
Out of the 
Buckets & boxes?

R. O'Neill (November 24, 2017)

Tuesday, 21 November 2017

And So, It is Written...

Today's musing recommences with the ongoing expansion of writing as it pertains to my life. So then,  writing about writing. Presently that consists of this blog platform and the publishing and release of my first book. In no way, shape or form; do I intend to hold or contain the present reality as the pinnacle of achievement. While I acknowledge and appreciate the significance of all that has manifested in my life through writing as the vehicle; both the form & the substance, I am open & receptive to this being a noteworthy & vast beginning.

The very fact that this blog exists and is read, is miraculous to me. Walking into bookstores to have conversations around stocking my book is amazing to me. Avenues and opportunity are presenting which have provided me the opportunity to do "speaking engagements.." I feel that is going to expand. My speaking capacity runs parallel with my love and proliferate written volume ... to me it is a natural progression/expansion.

With respect to book shop interaction, one in particular comes to mind, to lend shape to this particular post. I approached one of the bigger bookstores in town here (Victoria). Their's is a locally run operation (not a chain). I largely viewed inclusion there as somewhere that draws a great many people in it's doors. I suppose there might be some form of prestige to be included on their shelves; it is not a compelling consideration for me.

They have a formal application process, which requires the submission of a copy of the book for consideration. Presumably someone scrutinizes it more comprehensively than what a short face-face chat would allow for. They ask for up to four weeks before a decision is reached.

My book was declined for inclusion. The reasoning that was provided was in my estimation, woefully inadequate. At the same time it is not anything I feel inclined to pursue. To me, they are nothing more, than another pebble on the beach. I am present to the gift of this experience.

Whomever this store considers themselves to be and/or it's place on the local retail landscape; is irrelevant to my journey. Had the book been included in their extensive inventory, it would have been "one in a million."

What is vastly more important to me is I took the shot. Neither the message in my book nor it's ability to reach others and inspire them to live the best possible version of themselves, is dependent on this one store.

This experience in itself gives me the blessed opportunity to see where I am with respect to "rejection.." This is not the first nor will it be the last rejection life will offer me. It will come in a variety of scenario's and is absolutely inevitable. The variance is what do I make that mean? I believe whole-heartedly in this book. I believe in the source through me, that supported it being brought into being. I believe in the souls that called it into being in the first place. I believe that the ways & means to further this book and my ability to be of service have been put in motion. There is nothing that is going to stop that ... as long as I remain in alignment with it.

This store is not part of the intended trajectory of this book.  How amazing and freeing that is. What a glorious gift to be clear, that a rejection such as this .. has nothing to do with me!

Rejection/abandonment "issues" have figured significantly in "my story" (life story - not so much this book)... I have spoken to numerous other people who have shared their version of this issue. So though mine spins from having been adopted - I don't have the monopoly on it. There are those too, that experience it and theirs, was a rearing within their biological family.

Could you imagine if every time there was a "rejection" related to this book ... I was subject to the "death knell" and pain of self-rejection? I can, I know exactly how that feels - I lived it into being for years. Which is why I'm delighted, to have the feeling of freedom; from that particular self-damning dance.

I believe God has a plan for my life. ( I believe this to be true for everyone.. the scope of this post doesn't include verification of the existence of God, or the form it takes - for the purpose of this discussion, I simply hold it to be true) ... currently this plan, involves this book. Unquestionably writing continues to figure as an element of this plan. It's a far bigger game that is unfolding here, (than anything I've ever lived) it is absolutely necessary; if I'm to live, the best possible version of myself. There is no room for "self-rejection" in this. The nature of the expanding game, means I will encounter opposition at the very least, intermittently. I can't be in alignment with my heart & soul and be continually acquiescing outside of myself. The seemingly endless time I have spent addressing and working on healing, is deliciously and I believe divinely, orchestrated and timed.

At other places in my life .... I could not have "stepped out" & into, what is currently going on in my life. Literally, the "crippling" fear of rejection, would have kept me in a vastly understated and limited version of myself. There were even places in time, where I would have mistakenly defined this as "humble." It was not.  To me now, Humility represents fully and God-confidently, standing in whom my source intended me to be. Playing smaller than I am, vastly misrepresents what God is capable of and me as a creation of that. Concern for the limited views of others (individually or organizationally) must be processed and released as soon as possible, if it has been let in at all. It can most certainly serve to assist in illuminating for me if there is any remaining layers of self-rejection. The existence or belief in just cause for "self-rejection" (in my experience) is the only reason that rejection from outside of myself, hurts in the first place.

There is nothing like the pain of self-abandonment. It is a fast-track conveyance, to feeling/believing myself to being cut-off from; not just myself, but my source as well. That is a desolation that I wouldn't wish on anyone. However I know it to exist extensively.

The wonder of this all, is no one has the power to visit this pain on me ... except me.  It's wondrous to me to consider the correlation of years of suffering as having been the crucible, the path and the catalyst; to what is now an ongoing walk, toward an expanding capacity for self-love.

Never saw that coming.... I'm not sure my most creative story-telling, could have written that script. As such I defer, to the creative source of all that is, and aspire to be the best possible scribe, of that energy..


Unspoken Covenant

Speak not
Nary a whisper
Dare not utter
A word
It would be
Your damnation

"They" absolutely
Will not understand
In fact 
If even from
Under your breath
You reveal 
Expect to be

You are safe
Right here!
I will 
Protect you

In the dark?

It is necessary!
There is nobody
To be trusted
Stay here
With me
I will keep 

You know
As do I
of your 
Flaws, defects & transgressions
I see you 
I understand you
Word one 
Of any of this
Outside these
Hallowed walls
Will bring 
Hatred & condemnation
Upon you 
The likes of which
Will destroy you
Remain here
Safe with me

Have been together
Now for many 
Have I ever 
Lied to you?
Trust me
This is for 
Your own good...

I am your Shame!

R. O'Neill (November 22, 2017)

Tuesday, 14 November 2017

Our Daily Bread

I have awakened this day
Life breathing me
For this 
My God
I thank you....

Before I rush 
To sate
My illusory hunger
May I remember
It is you 
That beats my heart
And calls 
To my Soul

For these 
I thank you

For those times of 
Adversity, pain, hopelessness
Darkness & confusion
All of which
Drew me 
Closer to your Heart

I thank you...

There is no pain
Like the disconnection
From Self
There is no Self
Without connecting 
To You 

For this 
I thank you..

R. O'Neill (November 14, 2017)

Tuesday, 7 November 2017

Transformation's Silhouette

A turn of the wheel
The darkness advances
Incrementally eroding
Daylight's presence
Despite all appearances
 An all pervading 

The unrivalled 
Of the Light
It's cyclical

The light
Is never entirely
Overcome by 
The darkness

The light
Cannot be
Denied by
The darkness

 Does the light
Ever deny 
The presence
Of the Darkness

From within 
The darkness
Is transformed
By the

There is 
No transformative
Made possible
Adorning the darkness

No matter
How elaborate 
The veil

The earth 
Has it's seasons
So too
 Each Soul

Not necessarily
By a linear

A divine
Hourglass defines
The season 
Of their 

A new day
A new dawn
A death
A rebirth
Darkness peaks
A burgeoning
Flow of light

Divinity generated

A season 

Circles turning
Energy churning
Souls expanding
By Sunlight (Burning)

Life ignited
Won't be
Can't be
Never has been
Never will be


The Dark

R. O'Neill (November 07, 2017)

Wednesday, 1 November 2017

Comfortable Disturbance

I see your contempt
In fact I feel it
Not for long
I'll grant you..

And the pain
Of your 
Is just 
One note
In cacophony  
Of agony
That I conduct

Yours is telling
But inconsequential
Dwarfed when 
Reflected against 
The magnitude
Of self-hatred
That shadows me

Through my eyes
That are dead 
To you
I see 
More than 
You imagine
Fleeting windows
I feel 
The pain 
Won't acknowledge
It is unbearable 
We both
"Manage it" 
In our own 

I have long
Given up 
Judging yours

I actually 
Don't need to
"Just get a job.."
How, pray tell
Is your career path
Dealing with your
Visa balance?

An inconvenient truth
A convenient scapegoat

Represent & reflect
Areas of your life
That are spiralling 
Outside of your 
Your pain 
Is immense
Shame & secrecy
Run deep

But by all means
Keep it at bay
While you can
Sleep with 
One eye open
You are 
But one breath

For my part
I can 
Only allow myself
To care
But a moment
The pain 
Beckons oblivion

I am

R. O'Neill (November 01, 2017)

Tuesday, 31 October 2017

Growing Awareness

All well to 
Modicum of humility

Whereby one
Might consider themselves
A "small fish in a
Big pond.."

Would it continue
To be considered

The fish
Was so well
That it 
Has entirely 
The pond?

Wouldn't that
Be like
Confining an Orca
To a swimming pool?
At some point
Would the bare
Necessary to provide
Life support
Be rendered inadequate
Heart & soul?

How much 
Of the pond
Truly exists externally 
To the fish?
What portion 
Held as
 A mental construct
A potential ocean
To a pond?

Did nature
Not intend
That fish swim
Orcas migrate
Have free reign
Across the entire ocean
Birds fly

What is it
That distinguishes:

To survive
To be alive
To Thrive?

R. O'Neill (October 31, 2017)

Saturday, 28 October 2017

Here Today .. Gone Tomorrow!

The wonder of 
Might be thought
To go 
Significantly beyond
 Intended purpose

Never mind
The wonder of
The age of
More & more
"Processing" power
Made physically
Smaller & smaller

The coexistence
In each new "innovation"
The power 
To convince people
Of the necessity 
Said device

While at 
The same time
The same 
Grail-like technology
Is near to
Directly in the face
Of the consumer
That the march 
Of its obsolescence
Before the device
Was determined
To be needed

Tomorrow's crap
Is being purchased
With today's
Buying power
With respect to
 A big ticket item
On lay-a-way
The payments
May well 
Outlive the device

"You get what you
Pay for.."

Not necessarily!!!
It might be 
That in exchange
For the higher-end
All you bought 
Was some 
Bragging rights

The designer branding
Won't command
A place of prestige
In the landfill
It's heading for

And don't expect
That is longevity
Or marketed
Will advance
Far beyond 
It's manufacturers warranty

As each 
New generation
Renders it predecessor 
It entices with
A vast array of 
New features
None of which
Include increased life-span

There's extended warranty
But the product
"Cradle to grave" existence
Cannot be extended?

Is then this the 
Capitalist answer
To the idea 
Of impermanence?

One can't help
But wonder
How far
Are we
The glorification 
Of technology 
Rendering Humanity 


R. O'Neill (October 28, 2017)

Thursday, 26 October 2017

First Things First

What does that mean?
Does it even exist
In a 21st century
World that 
Glorifies doing 

What time
For being?

Do ideas 
Such as
Reflect a 
Reality based
On authenticity
Would that 
Just be another 
Way of saying 

What happens 
Autonomy & sovereignty
In the face
The common good?

How can 
The "good"
Of the collective
Be served
If that 
Is comprised of
Innumerable souls
That are not
In alignment
With themselves?

Authentic soul alignment
Be consistent 
And ongoing
While maintaining
The "accepted"
Criteria of 
The collective?

Is community then
An organic
Ever changing
With any
& all
Rather than 
On "special interest groups.."
Special relationships?

Community is 
Said to be 
About connection
The most vital
Is that to 
To Self

Any attempt
Attain approval
From the community
Incongruent means
Connection to 

Deny connection 
To Self
Deny connection
To God

Deny connection 
To God
Deny connection 
To Self

R. O'Neill (October  26, 2017)

Monday, 23 October 2017

Considering Prayer...

"My prayers...."

What if they 
Are not
"Your" Prayers...

What if 
The all of it..
The never-ending

Tha Alpha
The Omega

Is seeking 
Be prayed
Through you.....

Does not
You to

Free will 
Allows for
of Prayer
or none at all

What if 
The quality of
Your life 
Is what 
Depends on prayer?

What if at the 
Level of
That is 
Part & parcel
Of all 
 That is...

An unconditional

You're not
Being punished
By a capricious
You are
The denial

are punishing

Seen in this 
It is no 
Act of virtue
To pray

It's not even 
Your idea..

It's simply
A realigning
Of the flow
Of ever
Present Love

It "wants" you..
It is there
For you..
Is you..
Once out
Your own way

It doesn't
The credit..

You might 
To it
Is really your


Are you just
A call
That has
Been ringing 
Ever since

R. O'Neill (October 23, 2017)